It will come as no surprise that I am a romantic idealist! I love to read and immerse myself into 18th and 19th century literature, and would love to transport myself into the architectural framework of that period. Was I born in the wrong century and on the wrong continent...probably not.
(Okay, I know not, as I firmly believe that God created me for this time and purpose, but go with me anyway.) The reason for the "probably not" is my family roots would not go back to the aristocracy of that period. I would instead be a servant to them. And as a result, I don't think the experience would be quite the same for me. I also enjoy many more freedoms than the women of those days do. And so, I will remain and indulge my fancy through novels and the like.
I've watched
Pride and Prejudice so many times that I literally had to put it away on a shelf last year and not allow myself to watch it one more time. I promised myself that I could get it back out this Fall - in October to be exact. And by that time, it will have been about a year since I indulged.
There are crisp autumn days that mimic the proposal scene weather in the BBC's mini series version of
P & P. That day, when it feels like it is exactly the type of weather that they filmed the scene in (it was an actual October day), and what Jane Austen most likely envisioned as she wrote about Mr. Darcy and Miss Bennet, and the moment where their feelings for one another were on the same level at the same time. Aah, I'll know that day.
Anyhow, lest you think I am rambling, I'll get to the point of this blog entry. I was in the car nine hours yesterday going to and from a meeting I had in Newton, KS. I do a lot of thinking during those times...and a lot of singing, in which you may find me typing some lyrics of my favorite Indigo Girls' songs. I started dreaming about my October
P & P marathon day. I secretly am planning on watching all five hours in one sitting while Sam is at school and Dellen and Daddy are out doing who knows what. Not sure if that will happen but I'll be working on it.
In the meantime, I thought about my favorite paragraph in the book and wanted to post it here. Found in Chapter 60 of Jane Austen's
Pride and Prejudice, Elizabeth is writing to her beloved Aunt, Mrs. Gardiner.
"I would have thanked you before, my dear aunt, as I ought to have done, for your long, kind, satisfactory, detail of particulars; but to say the truth, I was too cross to write. You supposed more than really existed. But now suppose as much as you choose; give a loose rein to your fancy, indulge your imagination in every possible flight which the subject will afford, and unless you believe me actually married, you cannot greatly err. You must write again very soon, and praise him a great deal more than you did in your last. I thank you, again and again, for not going to the Lakes. How could I be so silly as to wish it! Your idea of the ponies is delightful. We will go round the Park every day. I am the happiest creature in the world. Perhaps other people have said so before, but not one with such justice. I am happier even than Jane; she only smiles, I laugh. Mr. Darcy sends you all the love in the world that he can spare from me. You are all to come to Pemberley at Christmas. Yours, etc."